2011年6月29日星期三

The defense minister says two day time in Libya fighter planes to withdraw

According to American media, U.S. defense secretary Robert gates stated on April 1, the army ideas to withdraw by means of the two evening in Libya oxygen assignment execution of JiangJiJi, and wish that NATO nations to create up for in other U.S. warplanes is withdrawn quickly after the flanks.
Gates says, using the United States, the backup support, Britain, France with one another with other nations in the direction of the NATO alliance ought for getting in a placement to cope with that of Libya, oxygen attacks task.
This comment brought about element in the congress in america senator questioned, they don't know why the Obama federal government using the present situation, and withdraw U.S. oxygen energy criticized the federal government this choice is "strange, bad and unsettling" behavior.

The British as well as the French say "ammunition shortage" calls within america to oxygen strikes once more Libya

Although NATO oxygen strikes to Libya's activity just lasted much under a month, but Britain and France has started out to publicly announced that "ammunition reserves is insufficient, the plane enough," and identified as for america to sign up for the ranks belonging toward the oxygen strikes to Libya. In look at belonging toward the above request, america identified as for other Allies for the "contribute more", for another hand, ready to heavy for the battlefield.
At a comparable time, the united states was Libya federal government forces besieged inside the western local community of manasseh, Ezra the opposition forces then needs the NATO "to the nearby sending soil troops as earlier as possible, so to stay obvious of nearby happen" humanitarian failure ". Earlier, Libya eastern areas opposition consistently identified as on NATO oxygen strikes "greater efforts" to help its back again control, but essential oil local community of Britain, France in inclusion to other 4 nations expressed "ambition".
Now, Britain and France every sole to Libya sent the twenty jet oxygen strikes in Belgium, activities, Norway, Denmark and Canada, respectively sent the 6 aircraft. These planes hold generally by making use of the laser-guided bomb to assault soil targets. although inside the U.S., but an ideal offer of comparable weapons products on hand these bombs but using the reason that belonging toward the "problem" from the interface can't France warplanes released carrying battle.
Since the accomplish of march, NATO warplanes started out in Libya in complete over 800 DuoCi mission. among them, possess a quarter belonging toward the procedure for U.S. troops to assume. However, the U.S. army jet is generally engaged inside the electronic electronic reconnaissance, interference and aerial refueling, etc. in inclusion toward the above many nations outside, other U.S. Allies even although also sends the plane, but refused to hold out the procedure of oxygen raid Libya.
The hope, Italy can sent 10 jet reinforcements to Britain and France oxygen raid Libya. So, the U.S. army will not should return to return toward the principal collection operations. america also lobbying in other Arab nations can consider a comparable move. each of the indicators are the fact that United States is not ready to return to Libya, extremely quickly battlefield wish its western and Arab Allies inside the planet can "task burden". Britain and France are looking forward toward the American LaXiaShui again.
Analysts place out that if England and France really inside the oxygen raids started out to much under a thirty day period shortly after cope with "ammunition and jet shortage" dilemma, can clarify the two nations of common ready to battle the vital shortage of work, unable to fulfill the hold out a tremendous nearby the needs of war. on this case, the produced European nations most proud of oxygen energy "can only be regarded as show star" just.

2011年6月26日星期日

I have no feeling

The highest state of love, there is no any relationship will not cry, without any feeling.
Wishful thinking of "love" was finally over. I should be celebrating, I finally understand why he said to me, it is to don't want to register with me, but want to use dating a paper contract binds me, although I'm not sure whether he really like me, but no matter what is the truth, and no matter what hidden behind him what I really have decided not to, have any contact with him. The rhetoric of men like to drink water, need not through thinking like that, but the girls are the word because men be dead set, and I wouldn't so stupid.
With a man keep ambiguity of the relationship, but it's not the real relationship, it is so hard. I'm not crazy girl, and what's more, I feel I have no that kind of his very like feeling. Maybe I should let go, to this kind of insecurity, the heart and not hard feelings or don't dwell on, otherwise I would hurt.
Rejoice, I love love never came out. I won't go to guangzhou by train with him, I don't understand him, why? A let me go to look for her, a call I go to see parents, and try to call me a with his family before, this is not familiar with the men, I shouldn't have any expectation for him.
My heart free at last.

Heartbroken cliff

Wake up with a start, not the dream feeling, smoke, don't go past with virtual also illusion, and also love also hate, leaves fall silent flower set.
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The fallen petal wind blowing, a line to break the heart and bowel, is utterly, changes in temperature should be aware of it. With all the birth and the feeling of love, the dancer waltzes and goes into the leaf, with the last turn left the most beautiful memory each other.
Spread out by the memory of the autumn wind messy layers, sad chick hatched, I stood in the heartbroken ya edge, looking at the abyss, forgotten time and attentive as a meteorite fragments falling and smashed one thousand miss. My eyes, shake hands in her mother-in-law will tear it into pieces, past fluff aspersed to cliff, the dancing, the original across the tears watching the world, and the world in the cry.
I, who lost the apart agreed, like a dream while awake during, who in the side? Time without water, sign strewn at random, alone silent desolate waste who memory? I'm more like a broken wing to other side of the butterfly wings lost power, fly, without the other shore near to resolutely. Under the blue sky, whether also can not forget you get older, still have both FeiMeng entry?
When shadow, time become the most FengLi edges, lift off empty city, also not the memories of the fragile heart covered with dust stranded into frozen tears. Suddenly look back, seems to forget between 1 want to say to you: thank you for your understanding and compromise, always forget to say how much I moved.
Vision in the shadow of degrees, with deep for several degrees and sing, nearly in the absence of the feast, talked to me is lack of the table, although not only beautiful fairy tale prelude to and, finally still can't put * * LiGe ring. The fingers of the sun, shining the sadness, the sun of autumn, flooded the beautiful smile, the keyboard aperture, is full of tears, originally the sour se, love of the back and injury without reserve. Like, I think the emotional, in this unbeaten in the autumn of leaves, the instant wither, withered speed let people unprepared, more let fall of mountains and frozen heart.
Happiness is identified, sad in exile in a gentle bringing flowers, indirect from wandering water their o, the net can never to water into string, but where can quicksand unvoiced speech? Fall of blossom, can I wait for one thousand years is the result of tianshan mountain, the snow lotus, swaying, swing cold petals.
Gather a party in the homeland of the years, night looking for nightmare, shattered a beautiful pieces, standing in memory of the crossing, listen to the backward wanton is bold and unrestrained, robbing the sunshine of the day, look at all the flowers fallen, see water dried up, the dawn come. No longer see Night, so the static Shi, is so long, so far away from the, she gradually as a thin flower languish, some, some frets love and pain, then, she goodbye coexist, not again.
I was on the tunnel when, light fondle you ent the harp, for you play in one thousand, knows not what is, but the drop bombs out of tight several attentive. Some say, tore heart crack lung of save, only is were unfastened performance, if so, once these efforts are not false? If so, those tears ask flower remained silent, disorderly red across years to the portion of the helpless is? If so, the days and nights of the autumn is also full of children?
The petals of the dream, although in the infinite gentle bloom but like the unfulfilled worry, endless numerous English, you have full. How many people under the flower performed solo his floating down, limitless drizzle filar silk as sorrow, with a little vision in the glittering and translucent, such as the petals of the tears in the FenYang sky and sentimental people across one thousand years of reflect. Commitment of dust, always dream displaced in the roll in the world of mortals no warmth as the indefinite, blame only strange, the situation from the fingers quietly, the reality after falling into exile lost rebirth.
Because of you, so go go, originally, we leave a tearful all exist the memory of each other, even tears, also be a kind of memory. If the time really wants me to forget, so I'll take you forget our first met in place, have always remember, when a sentient beings hearts fall heartbroken cliff, choking pain is how to tear into broken flower, however body and mind of blood flow crossing too shallow, contain too much of the past, so that the billowing gastric juice to laugh at the night amorous.
Who smile vanished in the line of sight of who will know how happy, who after the happiness of the eyelash of the fuzzy who only after let go of to let go, and who * * who don't know what the heart after? Only regret, are not me.
In the autumn wind last wipe lighting, the deepest outline, wrote in the cliff fall finally guess a drop of tear, after years, each in my mind.

2011年6月24日星期五

The former five hundred times, change a life disappeared the rub shoulders

Perhaps, your past lives is a wisp of TongYun shadow in semi-darkness, sky, across the desolate's smoke marks, Po scattered return water tender heart Buddha, listen to the voice of the gods, pity. Maybe, I past are a drop of tears, glittering and translucent by the Buddha's eye, fall xiangtang grammy-winning prosperous. In the season of flying over the condensed is broken, petals on the lovesickness the dew, but calls no sleep, and had to wake up the elves of the early in the morning to...... the quietly
If you are enjoying the wild cool breeze, I is for you and recovery of the grass. If you are swimming heaven of clouds, in the clouds brewing will I rain. If you are the field clear streams, and I will swim streams of fish. Is the embodiment of all things-you, and I still will hug you, but because there is something you have me, your life!!!!!
So, I asked the Buddha,
I incarnation as a bodhi tree, you by my side, I'm shaking branches and leaves, only for you, but you are looking in, fleeting.
I waited in five hundred, I asked the Buddha, Buddha said: "why five hundred times, a change of the disappeared rub shoulders."
Buddha said marriage by day all
In the vast crowd, we, pass by. I smiled, waiting for five hundred years, and five hundred years of disappeared...
Life is like a dream, because life existence the unknown future; Dream life, because such as said dream will only have the desire of life. Doomed outcomes, such as spring the voices of flowers, sweet sound.

Hero sigh

"Pity hero, ask who is a hero?
Could be compared to the fallen petal, was buried snow the wind.
A hand of element, chrysanthemum sword and wine.
The old drunk, still smile make boats. "
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"Every dog will useful, daughter." still FuLai over
Or, for DuZhuo gown elegant wine, shadow into three people on. Month wandering, shadow is confused, borrow drunk dance's lament, sigh light a few degrees of "intones, difficult to reach for the stars." Spirit, but urged the human dance and cuff tears, a move a potential dance out endless sorrow, sorrow how much "Yellow River water heaven, flushed out to sea ceased to back.
As time goes by, such as the rivers into the sea, a go without back; Life is short, see between morning evening, cannot save the snow hair of zhao hua let people lamented. "Christmas comes but once a year," don't let the gold cup empty to month; Singing, derided lonely lonely.
"But crystal shade, exquisite look under the moon"
The cold wind QiQi light the candle, loneliness, "JuTou secretly took the best homeland" between thoughts let people down to the soul is broken. But in the clouds, to meet, can only dream of Yang empty on legend.
Silver gauze of pure moonlight, light smoke cage, hit the body into the thoughts of hazy dew. He played a fashion since music, light on song "acacia, pray for rain" moonlight let this missing harp can pass through the heavy shu mountains, back to changan. "The long acacia, in changan, winding crow gold autumn weft well, the frost QiQi aperture Dian color cold," he told subtle, was far techniques.
"The bones, and fabrication of penglai middle and clear hair" xiao xie's theory deals with with
ChangTing, he negative hand and stand of figure, appear so lonely in the evening glow. YiShiDuLi turn, the charm of the river, the pentium backdrop, more deserted. Offer his arm, wrist light turn, Dan cry pen, he write draw spend sigh, write down the spread of article one thousand missing. Together, he and down all the lawsuit between the style of tang discovers...

2011年6月23日星期四

WuPengChuan

WuPengChuan
The southern small little WuPengChuan
That is the most beautiful in my memory the most beautiful dream
The girl in the singing
My heart in the lake with her ripples
The southern small little WuPengChuan
Carrying that year a dream girl headed where you are going
Now bow without the former days the singing
My heart is like the lake ice cold cold
The south WuPengChuan small ornament of hometown night
Calm and gentle on the lake of the girl whose sing
The south WuPengChuan move off the small yesterday evening
The ship singing girl don't know where she went
-xie jun
Ever since I came to suzhou, often can see WuPengChuan figure. They are always in the quiet drips bulky, also or is ManYouYou adrift in the lake center, sometimes slow, light, and sometimes visitors or shift in his top, the better station is a beautiful beautiful scenery.
WuPengChuan jiangnan unique traffic tool is the footprint, they almost all over the jiangnan the areas where there is water. WuPengChuan is thin in the boat on a layer of ceiling adornment, ceiling is the stem by bamboo weaving and become, most outside on a layer of bituminous coal brush, then become. The characteristics of the WuPengChuan lies in its ceiling, because WuNong language "black" is called "the", so it is called the "tranquil WuPengChuan......."
WuPengChuan is really jiangnan people's masterpiece. It is not only for shelter, also can resist the snow blow sunshine. Leisure time, invite some friends, buy some snacks melon and fruit, called on a small boat, IP is carrying you slowly to the rippling water over the lake. The boat's wobbly, ShuiEr ripples, such as washing water layer, and friends in the dark ChuanPeng hide, chatting, and eating snacks, I am afraid it is a treat!
Don't want to also can, by boat in, in the seven xiangtang tang, in lion forest, in the lingering garden, you can see they figure. They or isolated a, also may be the crowds of one. Isolated, asing if is the vast sea of boats, safety is fluttering, slide forward; When in groups, they have a load of a ship full of tourists, sure, there are the beauty, tourists embrace or holding the camera on the shore, the visitors also is such. Your lens pointing to distance the grey building historical precipitation, my lens is pointing to you. You pull, show in the appealed to the screen. They like to wear into a sequence of the law of the WeiYe, turn left turn right, go straight.
IP is middle-aged man, there is very few women. Of course, to rent a boat to do photography is rare. But also have no. Once in the tang street have seen a, tall with white and soft line model jade hand against the heavy boat OARS, slow motion like the surface of the water, each oar struck, stirred numerous ripple and spray. Sitting on a few tourists, each one a face and smile. This of course is to take pictures of a photography on purpose. But is "do" come out, we also seriously. The young beauty and carefree holiday OARS, face to support the turn, is really a hot heart!!!!!
No WuPengChuan hometown, but there are similar to the WuPengChuan HangJiao ship. The past no no bridge place have such the boat, there are booming, the function is and WuPengChuan the same. But no jiangnan water that well-known fame. When I was a child younger sister to home after a big river, adults always rent a boat, then cross the river. It is small, be afraid of a river bend heart zone, ship, to flutter of some bad, for I the burst into tears. Mother also helpless, so threatening way: to cry, cry again put you throw the river! The decline, it doesn't matter, I'm more intense. IP is a about twenty girl, then comforts, not afraid, and immediately landed. I follow her fingers place, indeed as expected, the ship is looking a bit slow to the other shore. So, I don't cry, the safety of the ship and shore.
Grew up, always wander out. Rarely have the time back to hometown to see see. And nine years fall, I take time to go to a trip home. And by the way to a grandmother there. After visiting her old man's house, we turn to small aunt's house there. The car, I asked my mother, and the boat over there? Mother said, on the bridge, the people I'm afraid all out! I wonder, in this plan to take a seat, it seems to be to smoke.
The young aunt home, mother and young aunt gossip for a long time. I take time to run to the river, down a lush bank seeking childhood some memory. But there still have? I came to close on the bridge, standing on the bridge from such as around. The river has no momentum, at the beginning of the former surges, of the river, how has now be civilization of domestication, obey orders in the soft soft gas. At the beginning of the boat is out of the boat, history, forget in my mind with a unknown rarely used.
Ah, people grow up, total want to experience some of the pain. Especially emotional. The feelings of the world, we will always be weak, is always hurt people. Maybe, time can forget everything, like the boat that home in rolling in the history, since every piece, a trace of dust into crumbs. Leave a us, but at the beginning of that love, that not a house, a pain not the desire living and dying...
Bridge, I see the distance of the bank of the green grass colourful flowers. A few head of cattle eating grass silently, sometimes glance left and right, like looking at what unknown dangerous????? Or like me in on orders of seeking a was a memory?
As if all the voices of the stop at this moment, the ear side seems to have heard the hybridization see song:
The southern small little WuPengChuan
That is the most beautiful in my memory the most beautiful dream
The girl in the singing
My heart in the lake with her ripples
The southern small little WuPengChuan
Carrying that year a dream girl headed where you are going
Now bow without the former days the singing
My heart is like the lake ice cold cold
The south WuPengChuan small ornament of hometown night
Calm and gentle on the lake of the girl whose sing
The south WuPengChuan move off the small yesterday evening
The ship singing girl don't know where she went
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Bow long trudged

Himself in the heart

Night dance ­, string month dim, he allowed, for love and a decree signed a column on, sweet, with proposing this life to the bitter cold, windy, ­ blow out the flame of love in heart. In the main hall, cigarettes, tapping sound elation fish into clear. In the dimples of your brilliant candle, JuanDian out this life the most beautiful psalms. Kneel before, Buddha allowed placing both hands, feet, you are my heart that generation after generation of rim. Last night, the stars, my love, is a peach blossom pool of layers of footprint, stepping into verse. The snow covered with clear, peach blossom pool and beautiful scenery, night behind the stars, called acacia, fell in the peach branch, and the winter dreams matches the bud together. Waiting the spring is in the air, by night thoughts with with a sad. In past memories read, the swan goose can shed from the fingers fly out. Moonlight is looking forward to pale mood, bitter, fall down in the couldn't help snow, spatter too many troubled, borrow GongLiang, drive off uneasy, cup I fear, the whole street lights, now lost his shadow.
Grace difficult, hatred difficult away, vanity cloud, the feeling he is a sorrow difficult away, ether and tears Xiao wind cold night sky fly snow falls, and spend already thanks, man not back, looked away all the mountains. Several degrees acacia, love. Say this life has no, what need to worry and boundless, not to mention, and again, don't cry. And loss and end sometimes. Tube he early or late frost, falls, shutter fell. Guess what need the day of the midnight, vicissitudes of life such as drain, only keep past good dream forever.
In between, I forgot the bleak autumn, miss flower in the touch of the nameless season, quietly bloomed, spring in LiuXu lost. I can't wait some pale green, ­ hurriedly, out-of-context spring written into the end of my poems. Speed up the steps, the breath in my eyes had already looking at the sky behind, I need to borrow a backdrop, keep out sunshine, good let my footprint, softly hidden in the earth. Behind the eyes closed, is about to suffocate, at that moment, I face upwards cry, calling to belong to my distance. At that moment I chi chi overlook, but no hidden in my heart in of the dream. Behind the eyes blurred, staring at the distant horizon. However, that's not where I belong, hiding the long held out of the heart, it is a Que bent on. The inside of the eye also is spinning tears, and the has rolled down a face of fan mang of sorrow.
The way ahead is not the end, and home to return to, who can tell me, tears that only the summer. Let me and you WoBie, again out of my hand. Gently Know miss from then on to take root, is day, mountains and solemn gentle cloud, time from now on, tears in the heart of a pause river. That is all but stare, ferry edge can't find a may want to send flowers. Just put the blessing in the right, don't front and tomorrow you between again. I'm used to the lonely, but never like this now so pain. In I think you of time, suddenly feel very lonely, like the kite is broke the line, and no one GuaQian; In I think of you. But you can't appeared in front of me, someone has to accompany you in the side; In I think of you, you feel is so far away. The voice of my heart, you cannot hear; In I think of you, but there was no one to care about, as I ChouChang into no wine, sorrow 10000; In I think you, the phone is like broken line, dial even but could not hit you all over there; In I think of you, to see how your smiling face, a look in the eyes, can make my propranolol; In I think of you to have you QianHuWanHuan, can only send the dream to renew margin ever, maybe the time has subverted all, all everything with a ferocious masks. Confused, fear, not much of a memory, is to "early" some nostalgia. Then hands caress the heart-childhood.
So less time, such a short moment, but beyond the eternal, exists, and the unforgettable memory of that age, like night into darkness. General Can't blink she points of light, only one to the ashes of telling of the past and burning. Little memory, has a permanent thoughts, and experienced will disappear when the!!!!! Don't guess I carefully true and false. Blow out the window of sand, rain secretly, who can feel floating down my unable to extricate himself? Still struggling to ask ourselves from a: pain, I'm just a little linen. ­
Wait to tonight, I heart only scars, can go here is myth. That kind of feeling who understand? If I love you is a kind of wrong, I would rather suffer mental agony also do not go to correct them. If I love you is a kind of wrong, I still thank god for my grace is this is a form of punishment. Don't let I hate myself, you go, when you turn away, came up to me at the end of the line, I carefully, you embedded into a drop of tears. Imagine after one thousand, is amber. If there is a next life, I will travel, look for the old are the only. Then it is ms pelosi the chest. So I can't lower the head, fear the tear falls broken you, broken my one thousand dream. Who can tell me. Whether we are everywhere the wound? ­
When his promise into a dialogue, and hurt in pain, all in full bloom in the eyes of the world to lose color only lies in the wandering, who can I leave,; When the oath of the tough chains, waiting for become blow the water during the sea and the points, getting on both sides, persistent obsession into strong hatred, who read and bring me from the strange circle of fate; When ShanMeng in ChiZui of smoke, and the sea in the beautiful oath in fragmented, love is nothing else but the virtual in love but is false, the blood of the vanished in tears, who can find the delicate and charming, I dream of enchanting; When the most alone found that accompany in the side only my own soul, the most feel lonely just know can embrace only my own body temperature, the most wretched when it can not be separated from the left hand know that the most is the right and stretches out her hands, when just understand this place is just me, opened his eyes to see the world is a cold empty grave, who can know, hypocrisy, and has fallen all of the pure buried; When the happiness and pain lingering, feelings and lies, the sea and the no longer see the change involved, the dream is in when the most beautiful come to an end, who, know how far, forever when he abandoned by the world, only TongChe bottom of heart and tore heart crack lung of loneliness, promise lost themselves, pain becomes very clear, who, can help the helpless I forget. When lies in beautiful feelings in the ruthless, opened in the understand, happiness in the truth of pleasure, the pledge in hypocrisy in deep, who can I put to go to those, like poison of sorrow; When memories become the bottom of my heart, happiness AnShang a distant entertain wild hope, commitment, tears by time forgotten face, who burned, can turn my heart in of desolate; When the time will be sworn ShanMeng flying, and the smile in your sorrow, cover with bitter tears fell to bits pieces, and feelings in self-deception drunk, who, in can see me strong behind the residual fragile; When blood stood out against the delicate and charming rose, the air flowing fragrance, the soul of the red in despair gradually wither, especially of fog, revealed the other shore flower's charm, who can help me forget you in the next cycle; When cruel fate and happiness rub shoulders, as long as the and forever become the only when ShanMeng and the sea when the oath to the finish, slowly promised never to leave with the circle. Who take me to the distance, lights wanes; When the traditional social morality and Yong pedantic, the world public opinion, be ignored group from the salty air, with only a little self-esteem is from the body. Who can understand me, the ferocious smile; When sour into a mixture of pain and all the pain, clinging to XunXin a ferocious desires, all gathered to turn a drop of tear, after all is like the blood wound has already touch pain. Who can tell me, what makes me so unscrupulous; When dogs thought of looking back, when when heart broken when ways to three good, when vicious made the painting of vegetation, when more than upset Manila also will mind. Who, can really understand without sin by heart made nature.
Casual in, you with an umbrella in the rain, wait for look in the eyes full of gentle, suddenly look back, the past for scene scene float on the heart. In mutual staring at the moment, you I silently all speechless. Did you ever hear, my heart straight forward between carved down instead of crushed. I'm tactful for your self. Looking for one thousand happy excuse, and attempted to use these lend to cover up the deep heart makes me sad excuse.

Regrets after 80

2011 years after the last bus to set foot on 80 people say is a struggle of the moment. I calculate one carrying bricks climb step by step the turtle.
May it is a to cannes in busy, there was a huge event will be held here, from April 25 began to busy in the our life after only work as food and sleep. Also don't know is how to adhere to down I didn't for a day, according to the past my personality, would have to carry not to live. Perhaps is the age of the year become larger, more and more feeling the pressure on! In fact busy is also a kind of enjoyment, let me no time to worry too much, realistic, vanity, good, bad. To the world's too busy to worry is not, and my mind is how to put the task. As the event held our work gradually restored calm.
Time passed very quickly, and came to the June 1 children's day when the time is the most happy children the most pleasant, is also our most happiness because by this time we have seven days of vacation, (May 1 3 days in May for a week on a day of rest)
Finished busy day at leisure time to doing nothing, and every day that most of this time to sleep like a lazy into the old cat, narrowing her eyes when morning on until it was opened in the afternoon, after coming home first open a computer. In that first months on the computer already hates, and to see it is dizzy today opens the computer also not in the mood to play the game, and just see what dynamic space QQ, look at the news.
Have to share one show, "the naked zhou libo officer, nude of marriage, naked donate" laugh and after birth, some of which the feeling of many statements aftertaste letting a person also let people thinking. Marriage, a Shanghai man, in Shanghai suburbs that buy a house is mobile phone signals what suburb not too good areas, buy what room is common room 90 square meters of that kind of, need 1.85 million common decorate 15 w furniture appliances 5 w a car 10 w wedding and red envelopes in 215 w hypothesis to offset a family man with 40 w assets
A common Shanghai men take a above the average price of the Shanghai girl's purse, that boy is boy 8 w annual income is in the boy's purse sea or eat or drink for 21 years working hypothesis boy 30 years old married at the age of 51 can get married until the accounts of the pay off, say boy don not live at the age of 51 because don't eat not to drink a week and went away. At that time, I was amused by his words. But after see to a think not the taste, like to eat, first bite think g sour, sweet, good embellish, but a long time, the mouth sweet with the passage of time and in the disappearance of his mouth is the most left in only the endless sour se. The few words for mine feeling is so that, when after see facial expression of funny restore calm left only mind endless bitterness. 215 w ah what concept, I now can the rest of the money every year is less than 1 w, with the current income even if I become a ninja turtle will in 215, say that until then I the physical function of the all didn't, return how newly-married ah, that was the most suitable for me, I'm afraid of is the candle QingDeng, pickle. White porridge
In my friend in some income 10 w bought their own car, engaged, have a plenty of no skill oneself spend the money get married parents married, some even their parents have no skill to parents have no money to borrow money to marry. What kind of. I don't have a car and no room at the bank, more not RMB people like me, as made waves, dear to all of the said no one take reason. The material needs, let developed new century people to beautiful pursuit more and more high, the girls also more and more realistic. To love and to give up everything seems only to some plot. Inside TV A marriage only male prodigy appearance will be the world the approval, if the man have no skill but girl whose family is superior, can let a person gossiping, become a man after previous hot topic, the somebody else's mockery. The boy want to eat soft rice said, the toad eat swan.
I do not go to think my marriage, because I was afraid, afraid she look down on me, afraid I can't give him happy, and delayed her life. And I found that I have been integrated into this love group, now of the love is not really in love, is money in the collision, the demon drink wars, the more money than who is, who is more than earned vigorous. The real "peacock flies southeast", "the story of children in contemporary economy has not driven by.......
Most of the time I looked up at the sky fantasy of my future, out of the campus into society has nearly for 2 years, can barely feed themselves, the car house for me is a fantasy, a little small ticket and rising house prices as compared to a blip. Maybe one day I body protest strike, that some small insignificant ticket is not enough to pay the hospital. Some time ago to a college students is ill, two years of savings has finished, and to improve their hometown. 2 months many all didn't work (the event I give her a little help also collected 500 dollars, not a lot is not enough for the giants a meal for the meal, but to her was indeed a month's rent. All the new to go back to work and back to the starting point ah ~)
Remember small read a funny words about 80 now think true reality! 1 and when we read the primary school university is not money, when we read at the university of reading primary school is not money. 2 when we go to school when work is the distribution, when we graduation of time head also find a good job. 3 when we didn't work while you work house is distributed. When we take part in work, the house is can't afford it. Go to school at that time was the words is a joke in the mind a flash, now think is famous will now after 80 the distress of life covers precautions. If no parents support to a strange city, want to Ann a home too difficult, expensive rent every month, eat of wear of each month, with how much is left. Every year go home to honor your father and your parents buy gifts after the elders, the necessary to the younger generation some New Year's money. You and how much a year left.
Think about his path, look at your own two years insignificant struggle results. Heart is gloomy, I have no intelligent minds, also do not have strong body, in this materialized serious social, I may be a little turtle step by step to realize my dream know I quiet die, (if 2012 is really the end of the world I was free!)
I wish to be a little turtle carry my tomorrow climb step by step.

2011年6月21日星期二

The chains of love

That night, he is talking with her friend in the box and friends singing voice, very big. Then a friend cellular phone ring, friends of the weird expression phone, say, well then, he is in, I give him. And then pass the telephone to him. Is the wife. She said play he phones don't connect, have to play to the friend's hand.
What matter do you have? He crush the anger asked, no, is to see you didn't answer the phone think you have what matter, want to ask what time do you come back. If have no the words of matter first you sleep, he hung up the phone. Friends a joke, the wife can really caring you ah, there is a secret let wife so nervous, you tell us something about it. Everybody good joke, but let him feel shame, the wife, really threw his face.
That night, he borrow the wine of her strength, yell, I was a man, have oneself of life and privacy, you don't literally interference, what right do you have? Then he rushed into the living room, tried to close the door.
Yes, he got tired of that struggle. Such entwine, like a rubber band to similar chains, time and pull himself, he will feel a little apart the pressing bondage, such feeling, let he tired and fatigue, slowly he has begun to reverse psychology, go out to dinner party more frequently.
To leave, he by the original carefully become reason keep spirit strong.
She has just come out in the offing entangled, he was a log press down.
Said a dinner with friends, friends, I can't go to each person's name said 1 time, again, say who go to, but then and change it, and let him a cold words, indeed as expected let her some convergence.
That what time are you coming home? Her voice is as weak down.
Hey hey, he was happy.
Is, the somebody else say, marriage is a seesaw, you up, he will go down, not the east wind down west wind, west east wind is overwhelming. Was right.
What time are you coming home, it can't say for sure, who know what is it arranged, temporary you earlier, don't wait me back to rest.
He came back late more than before, she was waiting for him, in order to avoid her entwine, every time he came back in the bedroom door only a head out and said, I now can not sleep, watch some books sleep study. Say that finish, he went into the study.
This way of life to make him feel very easily, want to go out to dinner party went and came back late night. There is no longer entwine no longer have cross-examine wearing more agile, relaxed and more relaxed. And then, more relaxed, he went out to dinner party only hair message back, tonight I go out to eat with friends.
First wife will make telephone calls to come over to ask, and want to go out for dinner?
He immediately impatiently say, not to send a text message? Not received? It also asks what?
This week out three times. His wife on the phone grunted.
Well I hang up and he didn't give her the opportunity to ask bottom. He completely free, a message and then everything, even and friends outside night out and no psychological burden.
That day, several elder brothers about good after dinner to wash bath city, then you fell asleep, wake up of time, and he a box of the elder brothers are overwhelmed with the change of clothes, the hand phone, a pair of troubled appearance, keep said to him, the bad, and sleep in the past, just looking at his phone, the wife dozen eight phone, hair four text messages, I've got to go back.
He took out his phone to see, the screen, no clean missed call, no unread messages. At that moment he suddenly some lost, think it is a missed calls, if not the wife or it. Was thinking about, that elder brothers cell phone rang again, he heard him say, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, I go back to explain? I'll back to, now back. He asked, your wife? The man said, this gets, in addition to wife, who will not sleep to call you."
Look at elder brothers walked, he also dressed the back home.
She had fallen asleep. He used the method of sleep study from her, she also gradually after no longer wait for him, and he stood in the creep down the bedroom door, heard her sleeping breathing, and he suddenly want to wake her, tell her own bath city fell asleep, almost slept in the morning. Think like this, he sat to bed pushed her.
I came back.
Oh, oh, oh,
She opened her eyes to answer a word.
I today and wang yong them to wash the feet,
Oh.
Almost still there sleep in the past.
Oh, I see.
Then she turned to and then sleep.
At that moment he say a heart the taste, sour se unaccountable, and disappointed and frustrated. There is a party, he began to call her, I evening go out to eat with friends. Know.......
He also want to then tell her who has, but she has hung up, she no longer cared about these,
Though he wanted to say, she is not willing to listen to.
How can become like this? She is not like pestering his? How is he to tell her don't listen to? Play, his mood also changed, to shut a mobile phone before drinking, and now the phone from take out to see it.
Often the telephone rang, the dinner someone see called to say, the wife, and then went out on the phone, and he feels that person is very happy, someone at the dian, someone, own and importance to appear, and he will not be wife tie up for a long time.
This time, he is eager to experience the happiness of freedom, but didn't know he and wife of disenchanted with his freedom also come together. Precisely to his wife, those she had alienated from the care and concern, now she had to give up, this kind of give up, is also a kind of emotional communication interrupt.
Yes, when he held phone, watching the moment of quiet screen dim, he suddenly thought of the interrupt this word, mobile phone in his hands, but he lost the wife of signal.
He walked out of the box, for his wife a call.
I'll be back? And what are you doing?
Oh, oh, oh, I was already asleep.
He walk to hang up the phone, in the heart of a melancholy.
At that time, he saw a man in the hallway wu wear ear, is Shouting, I won't drink more, I really is and university students in together, do not believe I can let wang on the phone. Good, have a meal to go home, don't sing and don't wash their feet. Well, before I promise I got home at eleven o 'clock?
He could not but laugh. At both ends of the telephone, a try very hard to explain, a desperately entwine, is a kind of close the strength to force those two together, is together. Much good, a drag, a run, each other because someone feel you are, not empty, not lonely, ordinary couples, ordinary woman, the lampblack day, is not because these entanglement and sleep?
And an ordinary wife, she tells her husband that attachment and needs of most is to use these entwine, express to come out.
How can lose the most intimate entanglements of? The entanglement eliminate clean, a common man and woman, still can have how much relationship with that? Ordinary marriage, the meaning of entanglement is be with you.
Use this entwine, let you know I exist, let you know that I am in your life, you are in my day. He suddenly thought of this very philosophy to the sentence, the eyes and covered with a layer of the mist. Once he thought the woman love is a yoke, will his own feet and hands bound, like I became her slave. Today he understand that lost this pair of "chains", lose this intimate entanglements, he is forever be banished out the garden of Eden...
This is love! When a woman not to shout, you make to you, to you lose your temper, tube you this tube of you at that time, when she was silent, you really in her heart has lost the indispensable status. Even if she still love you, but some things really changed. The struggle, look be like very vexed, actually is the most happy.
Previously, others, I would rather pestered me the phone on the sound that, continue to play their own.
Until one day no longer have numerous phone calls and information, I just know, he has given up.
Then feel emptiness and feel sorry for.
Please cherish the temper with you, please treasure that to you nag, cherish that vice peculiar to belong to your "chains"!!!!!
Because this is in the world, in addition to parents, no one to you. Won't someone will tube you so much. Don't let you from her (him) heart become dispensable people!!!!! That's all.
Wish all lovers, learn to treasure, cherish-with love "that lock" you. Because lost, won't somebody so to you.

A person's home

Come so DuoNian, or back to this place, and the name of the place of his hometown. Is such a common near the forgotten place for many people, that is so smitten a simple words let how much in tears. Now, I am back, a full face of long mustaches to stood in front of her, the excited like a child do the wrong thing, the more cheerily nestled in her side, delight, to tears.
Please accept my hometown, the tears children!
Over and over again to see this see that, again, feel the desire language choking the sweet taste, long sought capture far past. Smoke Gently open the window, time and the flow of happiness.
Home is the picture. Never a picture can then be both never a picture about life, can let the heart hometown is gathering, ink, vaguely looks. Remember in primary school class, the teacher let us draw his home town. We two by two young hand, in this seriously to depict the painting on the beautiful hometown. A castle peak, a bridge, a wisp of smoke, a small river, an old tree, and the blooming flowers, they form a lovely, beautiful homeland. The series line despite not beautiful picture, color also not bright-coloured, the image is not very clear, but in the child's heart, nothing more beautiful than home!!!!! Because home gave us too much tong qu, happy and happy. And though the pictures very rough is very simple, but is it a, is our lovely idealds hometown.
The beauty of hometown plain, simple, pure and fresh, without carve. This painting is deeply engraved in the heart of everyone, enjoy life.
Home is the song. From babble to now, we all did not stop singing, an accent, not to the countryside remains. In memory of the deepest, home is always affectionate, slow, and, and, and, and the joy of the jingmei, high. When early spring when the wicker dancing with wind, be suffused with green branches of poplar trees, the partners at a monkey like, up the tree, and fold down the casual, "and" (dialect, do Mimi LiuDi plug-fuse tender skin, branches, drew the smooth and delicate woodiness part, and the remaining tubular bark tube ends, one end to dig out cut neat green skin, into flat contain in the mouth to blow, can.) Blow, the country suddenly rang out around a small horn, small sights of the zurna popping sound, the whole village ringing the joyful thick tong qu. The older children, literally pinch a leaf, labeled as lips can blow out a piece of nursery rhymes, provoked one-inch crews scenario-in envy.
The setting sun, is the home of the one song golden ZhuangGe, jin silk of rosy clouds multicolored in my hometown afternoon each note, cattle and sheep, vegetation broken wall short house, zhanqiao pier is static creek song. Whenever this time, golden valley BianSheng blast, the flock surrounding him up a ladder and a bank. Farming people with hoes on their shoulders, also leave of the fields and step, the horizon, 223, with three home a lovely bull takes silence followed after, comfortable and sweet. Crazy a day of the partners on the inside, hold silently staring at the feet of rope tied to know, to know shouted a day also tired; I and several partners sitting beside the ark, kang two three over the blow to the moonlit them again and again the teacher just teach new song, bag and books are full of kang. The flute, wave shan, with full of the brook croak, simple and quiet worm language, comfortable and sweet.
Ah, the tempting willow, melodious sound to the outpost, intoxicating croak, happy buddy, "is the home of the same songs, songs, in the heart of my tears flowing cheerful. "The song of the home is a pipe, and always in the qingyuan with the moon night ring." This growth in the evening, I would nostalgia estrogen sing.
Hometown is wine. DuoNian shook the north bleaching life so that their much a mature and self-confident, much a strong and independent. Although the busy, mechanical day that I almost numb to the old day by day, and though the city the sky was filled with too many helpless and hard, but I have forgotten exhaustion and tired, fulfilling the stream of life in advance. Drifting in the day of alcohol, learn to drink, but not much though often drunk, drunk in their homes, but always in the heart and the dream of home, wake up the tears dye wet long night, really "hometown where is, forget unless drunk". From now on, I will have a lot of intoxicate, see the day so desperately hometown.
"Elegy when tears, can be seen can return". Whenever the early hours of the morning sun in urban night the Orient, I will climb to the top, looking far, think of my hometown is the same as they are now also the morning sunshine? The market is also home to the noisy and busy day? Looking at the distance, in surprise and dismay I eyeful of tears. Go in the boundless huge, watch people walk steps in a hurry, I will be used to stop to find hope, look at the past the crowd will have the XiangRen shadow, can you to get home news? Because I know that, "gentleman from deep hometown to, should know home". However, I again is how again, again afraid "near the countryside timid, afraid to ask more to". Although this confusion, but I still find hope in eager. "Spring is year after year, foreign HuangYingKe song that sad du. The more by sunset on silk, heartbroken YanLiu trace." Nostalgia's how 1 vigorously)?
City of the prosperity of bewilderment of my eyes, I can't find it, but in his hometown in. Even if you in a specific city happy life, but in the heart in, there is always a intangible things traction to you, a head, a head over there in the home and to bolt in the bottom of my heart, solid a pull is pain. Especially the absence of people, also especially hometown in the dead of night of time, this glass of wine is more home sweet home, the image is more clear, excellent don't want to wake up, clear that people love dearly. "From ChunCao, more do hate is farther still living." Because this is even go to the end of the solution don't open countryside affection and homesickness, just let the drift to comfort, let us wandering heart no longer lonely.
Miss ah, let all travelers and go lag heart!!!!!
Hometown ah, let me get drunk!!!!!
Hometown is niang. There is a place where people are called niang, only a place that I can crawl to bow down, tears, that's hometown. Born and bred, poverty, and pain which depend of trouble, and I grew up and raise I feed the adult, hometown gave me life and love the grace of benefit greatly from, she and her mother the same pro.
Reminding that year that month is a day that, when kind mother bent figures in the days before dawn, body before for my bags bulging ready, with tears in her eyes I know she has the night without sleep, although eyeful tired, but still said that some words, hand and foot busy, fear what behind. "The loving mother's hand, Chinese clothing line on MiMi seam, meaning. While slowly. Who could be grass-inch heart, reported in the apartments." Ignorant eyes astringent I in the snow in the afternoon, stepping on the ice, on the north to slag train, the native and mother in the wind of the lost in the snow.
GuTuNanLi, like pull a root. In that part, although spring has come, but I and my soul is frozen. That year my silence all winter at the township. Want to mother, and created is tear; every Home to read, every drop is feeling. Often read, often warm, and often injury. Hometown: niang, how can you have the heart to cast me in a call miss boat?
"Dew from white, on home tonight is bright". In the crescent such as hook night, when I first call her, mother cried, and said, the child, want to come back home. Warm warm native regional accents, choked words, sniffles, thoughts, ErHangQianLi mother worries, from a mother more sorrow son!!!!! My thoughts again calculate what, can you let mother cry? Mother don't cry, I all is well, and will take care of yourself, you also it well.
Since then, I have no home, no more about a phone call, no sky, just send text messages for peace, greeting, in order to don't mother cry, make mother's mind. Leave home and the mother I experienced the wind and rain, has been slowly grow up, 'from a concise young to grow into a tree strong self-reliance of poplars. Want to home, looked over at day, see month, there is the home town and mother love appearance; Want to home, they sweat profusely, hard work, and the tears of homesickness, into the sweet into power QingGongJiu, brilliant trophy, hold to the home town and mother.
"If melt too 0.1 trillion scattered to peak body, head at home." Hometown ah, mother!!!!! You know, even if again bright beautiful, round, then can look at, enough as to wear, hope?
Hometown is root. Never to have from his home in the mud, also drawn was never all that familiar with [the countryside an accent. Because, home is a root, and we went far, root will extend far. Sweet not sweet home, kiss not close water GuXiangRen, wherever they are, home is always my spiritual home, spiritual home.
"Once the bird LianJiu Lin, ChiYu think; therefore, abyss". Since the leash in his hometown, the head start life journey, sunset, the lower, in the distant country, life has started withering, including my spirit and body. But home ah, you are tightly tied with the head of our life and the head, like roots, and leaves, because the spirit to lush, and are grateful repay, life and death from the points.
Unconsciously, the autumn leaves, and yellow, as deep, cold mountain, hair, it cures exhausted. In decades, life to the body, not thinking, setting to home. Today, and I can take place, and has stood in his hometown, a man's home, a stray out of home, listen to and leaves rustle, huan caught the tears.
And as hometown vicissitudes of I looked at the still of the courtyard, still, still of the low chute and stone, still of our old house warm time. Fortunately these have not changed, so quiet, so quietly elegant, so leisurely and comfortable. The only change is as I am filled with long mustaches are the grass bouquet, drifts growing strong, help me with our old house and those who lost the wonderful time. Look at the vegetation clearing surrounded, I just knew, from the days of walking in my hometown, and I had the same loneliness, the same thoughts, as well as full of sky. Moved, I rolled up their sleeves, will house the grass behind one pulling our old house, fine tendril and coruscate gives the youth, and return to the former appearance. In vain and I feel, but also more like our own child, carry him into the trip to the barbershop, and this DuoNian, I again abandoned long, so that as I rustling vegetation?
The two children, two good partner, this day will no longer stray.
Come so, still want to return to DuoNian this place, and the name of the place of his hometown. Because the tree feet high, and will in the leaves. Even if not make it, full of tears eyes will eagerly to the direction of the home, a paper light candles to ashes, also can be unreal float to dream entangles the hometown. Now, I a person back, as I a person to leave. The prosperous world, profusion years after all didn't keep me, those who belong to or not to belong to my coils. Only home, only just can know interpretation, hometown of the loneliness and I miss, joy and sorrow.
In the open full of wild flowers, buried hill relatives place, full of trees, birds down close serene.
A person's home, I want to read.