2011年6月21日星期二

The chains of love

That night, he is talking with her friend in the box and friends singing voice, very big. Then a friend cellular phone ring, friends of the weird expression phone, say, well then, he is in, I give him. And then pass the telephone to him. Is the wife. She said play he phones don't connect, have to play to the friend's hand.
What matter do you have? He crush the anger asked, no, is to see you didn't answer the phone think you have what matter, want to ask what time do you come back. If have no the words of matter first you sleep, he hung up the phone. Friends a joke, the wife can really caring you ah, there is a secret let wife so nervous, you tell us something about it. Everybody good joke, but let him feel shame, the wife, really threw his face.
That night, he borrow the wine of her strength, yell, I was a man, have oneself of life and privacy, you don't literally interference, what right do you have? Then he rushed into the living room, tried to close the door.
Yes, he got tired of that struggle. Such entwine, like a rubber band to similar chains, time and pull himself, he will feel a little apart the pressing bondage, such feeling, let he tired and fatigue, slowly he has begun to reverse psychology, go out to dinner party more frequently.
To leave, he by the original carefully become reason keep spirit strong.
She has just come out in the offing entangled, he was a log press down.
Said a dinner with friends, friends, I can't go to each person's name said 1 time, again, say who go to, but then and change it, and let him a cold words, indeed as expected let her some convergence.
That what time are you coming home? Her voice is as weak down.
Hey hey, he was happy.
Is, the somebody else say, marriage is a seesaw, you up, he will go down, not the east wind down west wind, west east wind is overwhelming. Was right.
What time are you coming home, it can't say for sure, who know what is it arranged, temporary you earlier, don't wait me back to rest.
He came back late more than before, she was waiting for him, in order to avoid her entwine, every time he came back in the bedroom door only a head out and said, I now can not sleep, watch some books sleep study. Say that finish, he went into the study.
This way of life to make him feel very easily, want to go out to dinner party went and came back late night. There is no longer entwine no longer have cross-examine wearing more agile, relaxed and more relaxed. And then, more relaxed, he went out to dinner party only hair message back, tonight I go out to eat with friends.
First wife will make telephone calls to come over to ask, and want to go out for dinner?
He immediately impatiently say, not to send a text message? Not received? It also asks what?
This week out three times. His wife on the phone grunted.
Well I hang up and he didn't give her the opportunity to ask bottom. He completely free, a message and then everything, even and friends outside night out and no psychological burden.
That day, several elder brothers about good after dinner to wash bath city, then you fell asleep, wake up of time, and he a box of the elder brothers are overwhelmed with the change of clothes, the hand phone, a pair of troubled appearance, keep said to him, the bad, and sleep in the past, just looking at his phone, the wife dozen eight phone, hair four text messages, I've got to go back.
He took out his phone to see, the screen, no clean missed call, no unread messages. At that moment he suddenly some lost, think it is a missed calls, if not the wife or it. Was thinking about, that elder brothers cell phone rang again, he heard him say, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, I go back to explain? I'll back to, now back. He asked, your wife? The man said, this gets, in addition to wife, who will not sleep to call you."
Look at elder brothers walked, he also dressed the back home.
She had fallen asleep. He used the method of sleep study from her, she also gradually after no longer wait for him, and he stood in the creep down the bedroom door, heard her sleeping breathing, and he suddenly want to wake her, tell her own bath city fell asleep, almost slept in the morning. Think like this, he sat to bed pushed her.
I came back.
Oh, oh, oh,
She opened her eyes to answer a word.
I today and wang yong them to wash the feet,
Oh.
Almost still there sleep in the past.
Oh, I see.
Then she turned to and then sleep.
At that moment he say a heart the taste, sour se unaccountable, and disappointed and frustrated. There is a party, he began to call her, I evening go out to eat with friends. Know.......
He also want to then tell her who has, but she has hung up, she no longer cared about these,
Though he wanted to say, she is not willing to listen to.
How can become like this? She is not like pestering his? How is he to tell her don't listen to? Play, his mood also changed, to shut a mobile phone before drinking, and now the phone from take out to see it.
Often the telephone rang, the dinner someone see called to say, the wife, and then went out on the phone, and he feels that person is very happy, someone at the dian, someone, own and importance to appear, and he will not be wife tie up for a long time.
This time, he is eager to experience the happiness of freedom, but didn't know he and wife of disenchanted with his freedom also come together. Precisely to his wife, those she had alienated from the care and concern, now she had to give up, this kind of give up, is also a kind of emotional communication interrupt.
Yes, when he held phone, watching the moment of quiet screen dim, he suddenly thought of the interrupt this word, mobile phone in his hands, but he lost the wife of signal.
He walked out of the box, for his wife a call.
I'll be back? And what are you doing?
Oh, oh, oh, I was already asleep.
He walk to hang up the phone, in the heart of a melancholy.
At that time, he saw a man in the hallway wu wear ear, is Shouting, I won't drink more, I really is and university students in together, do not believe I can let wang on the phone. Good, have a meal to go home, don't sing and don't wash their feet. Well, before I promise I got home at eleven o 'clock?
He could not but laugh. At both ends of the telephone, a try very hard to explain, a desperately entwine, is a kind of close the strength to force those two together, is together. Much good, a drag, a run, each other because someone feel you are, not empty, not lonely, ordinary couples, ordinary woman, the lampblack day, is not because these entanglement and sleep?
And an ordinary wife, she tells her husband that attachment and needs of most is to use these entwine, express to come out.
How can lose the most intimate entanglements of? The entanglement eliminate clean, a common man and woman, still can have how much relationship with that? Ordinary marriage, the meaning of entanglement is be with you.
Use this entwine, let you know I exist, let you know that I am in your life, you are in my day. He suddenly thought of this very philosophy to the sentence, the eyes and covered with a layer of the mist. Once he thought the woman love is a yoke, will his own feet and hands bound, like I became her slave. Today he understand that lost this pair of "chains", lose this intimate entanglements, he is forever be banished out the garden of Eden...
This is love! When a woman not to shout, you make to you, to you lose your temper, tube you this tube of you at that time, when she was silent, you really in her heart has lost the indispensable status. Even if she still love you, but some things really changed. The struggle, look be like very vexed, actually is the most happy.
Previously, others, I would rather pestered me the phone on the sound that, continue to play their own.
Until one day no longer have numerous phone calls and information, I just know, he has given up.
Then feel emptiness and feel sorry for.
Please cherish the temper with you, please treasure that to you nag, cherish that vice peculiar to belong to your "chains"!!!!!
Because this is in the world, in addition to parents, no one to you. Won't someone will tube you so much. Don't let you from her (him) heart become dispensable people!!!!! That's all.
Wish all lovers, learn to treasure, cherish-with love "that lock" you. Because lost, won't somebody so to you.

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